Took you a while to write that, but ok.
anyways, even if this was weeks ago, you could of just either said im sorry, i messed up or just deleted that thing entierly instead of that, you just said "Remind me to never hit publish again" and "I can kinda see why I wrote all that, now. I've spent the past two years of my life making apps and games completely for free without asking for anything in return other than respect, and this is how all my hard work and devotion was repayed." as if your trying to justify it, instead of actually just saying, "sorry i posted this guys, i was kind of angry! please let me make up for this small mistake in the forseable future!"
and your saying im still going on about this, look at you! your still trying to defend yourself when CLEARLY you could of just said "i was wrong then, im sorry."