I know that of course. I am just trying and TRYING to communicate and help BUT I CANT because I am constantly being berated with arguments and rebuttals. LET ME HELP. All I ask for. But noooo 3 roadblocks have to come in the way and just stop me from doing the thing that I always wanted to do right. AND EVEN THEN I can't do it right. I AM TRYING MY BEST HERE. But more and more people seem to not want to support me as much as I need them so much too. It's just SO disappointing