Look, Ma. Look how far I got. It has been hard, Ha, really hard. I got there, and that is all that matters. If you were still here I would show you! I miss you. I wish you were here. You would say "Oh! I knew it, you smart girl! I knew you could do it!" But I met so many nice people who helped me to get there. I signed up quite a few times, but I got in! Now, I'm sitting by your grave. I got you flowers! I got your favorite, red roses! I found this guy, I love him so much, but I don't know how to tell him. Ha, remember when we saw a beautiful black and blue butterfly? One landed on me yesterday. It was so beautiful, like you. I know, I know, I must move on someday, but part of me never wants to let go. I miss you, and love you, Ma. (YALL THIS IS FAKE)